I miss the quiet dignity of my former sister in law, Jennifer. The last few days have been “exciting and fun”, in terms of cyber bullies whom I have no affiliation, have no interaction, have no knowledge of what kind of lives they live. I don’t know these people, I didn’t even know they existed and even if they do, I wasn’t aware of them. I mind my own business and to be the center of their attention, as of late, was bewildering and now flattering. I have blogged ugly things for the public to see to expose these people, these cyber bullies, to let them know I will fight back. But then, I realized they really have no say to my life and I really don’t want to expend any time interacting with them or giving them any credence because they really don’t matter to me. They simply do not count and I feel somewhat bad as I can’t be bothered whether they are happy people or not. I suppose it can be flattering that a group of people, (if they really are a certain number and not just the action of one woman, a complete stranger) waste their times thinking, plotting, minding my business, whatever business that is, that simply do not involve them or should matter to them.
Jennifer comes to mind. It used to bother me how steadfast and resolute she was during her marriage to my brother. On anything. Absolutely anything. And I am impressed, and astonished how untouchable she seemed. Now, I know why. Because she truly do not care what strangers who have no bearing in her life, think or thought of her. She IS happy with her life and she minded her own business, her love ones, and the hell with people she doesn’t know. I am doing what Jennifer has always perfected in her philosophy of life. I am taking the high road on the strangers who have nothing better to do with their times than to concentrate on my affairs, business and life. Thank you. It is very flattering to command such attention from complete strangers, because I, for one, have such a tremendously fantastic and awesome family and friends, I am not concerned with yours or how you want to use your time focusing on me. I know it’s a bit selfish that I am not even concerned whether you guys live or die, but I am so sorry, because I really do not know anyone of you and you simply, honestly, do not count, in my life. Namasté.